about (c h a n g e)
things keep moving around me
i feel overwhelmed
but wait
i am not separate from this change
i am creating it
i am a part of it
the change is gaining so much momentum
and on we go
catching glimpses as things rotate
what a blur
as i wonder how to cope i think back to my teen years
spinning in circles on the sidewalk in the backyard as it rained
the rain poured down on me and i felt bliss
soaking wet
i was immersed in the moment
i was alive
i was a part of it
it was not happening TO me
i was a part of it
that is how i enjoyed it
no resistance
i became it
so maybe now if i feel the fullness of this i will have greater awareness
greater appreciation
for the change
even if i am spinning
at least i am feeling it all
and now i am part of the movement
i dance with this change
i’ll see where we arrive
but until then i am experiencing it
and it is me
i am changing